I'm officially on hiatus, no given time span, just hiatus, and here's why.
For the past few months it's becoming more and more obvious that what I've been trying to deny for far longer then that (My lack of motivation for art, My stress, My lack of understanding for Myself, etc.) has become far to prominent for Me to ignore, My passion for Art is still there, but where life and career choices go, it was always second choice to Law Enforcement, a career which was all I ever wanted as a child and growing up, but which I wasn't able to thanks to bad physical health later brain trauma. Said brain trauma being (as I mentioned in My previous journal) officially an ongoing, life long thing, and as time goes on it's only gotten worse, to the point now where the part of My brain that I used to use for visualization is now no longer active, a blow which My most recent injury three years ago dealt Me and which I can never heal or change, I can only pray that maybe by some miracle it will heal or change course itself as I've been to every consultable health professional possible in the area of physical brain trauma and they have all told Me the same thing, that they can't do anything.
Physical issues aside and We're back to the issue of stress itself, School starts for Me in less then two weeks now and where I normally wouldn't be posting much Art, it's now one cause in a thousand for Me to be posting none, I have enough internal crises to deal with as it is without worrying about School, add School to the list and it's the final nail in My eventually inevitable coffin.
The third and final reason for this Hiatus is My "What is My purpose in life" teenaged angst, as it is My personal belief that one cannot do Art to one's full potential until they know themselves before they know their work, all this being said I would like to thank You all for Your support while I've been here and hope to one day post Art again for You, but for now, this account is no longer active affect of right this second, I will also only be checking My messages here every so often, as right now I just need to pretend that Technicolour Scribbler never existed for a little bit, If I do decide to leave for good, I will post My DA will and testimony then, as well as the name of the inheritor to all of My characters and creations to do with what they will, but for now, nothing is to be touched in My absence because if it is the one who touchs it dies.
God Speed My Peoples!!!
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I literally just noticed how judgey I made My baby Aussie-Wolf Yupik look XD